January 2010
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the end.
365 days ago I would have never guessed that all that happened in my life would have happened. It has been a fucking chaotic year..but i’ve grown so much and can honestly say I know who I am—something I couldn’t say even two months ago. All that needed to be eliminated in my life is gone. So far, I’ve stopped being so anti-love Samantha from sex in the city, and i’m...
December 2009
33 posts
is it just me or is the new years theme song...
"You can never be friends with your ex" Myth.
Mine is my best friend. no benefits.
off with your head dance dance dance 'til you're...
forgive
it’s f-ing hard to do sometimes.
i think i broke my wrist playing the guitar too...
ps ACDC - let there be rock on expert fuck you. so the weekend is over! No more Christmas stuff for another 350+ days! Today was filled with a whole lot of nothing which was just lovely and in 2 hours i start work which is just fucking lovely as well. I actually have a lot to say as usual. However, i know if i stay up any longer i will probably punch myself in the face in the morning so, goodnight...
“Be careful how u speak to & treat people.. Life is the art of drawing...”
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my new bff
name’s tequila… makes me smile, and laugh, and do extremely well at bejeweled, sharades etc etc more loyal, less mood swings, full time not part time, i can count on it, makes me feel goooood, not fake, no duplicates…well sort of but i can deal. verall just better than my old one
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so as fucked up as everything has been for me in...
christmas was amazing. it was a get away for me…emotionally, physically everything. much needed. today at work as every customer walked in the store i tried to guess their story. how was their christmas? did they share it alone, or with family. do they have a family? what was their story. i also wondered what people thought when they looked at me. did my bright smile fool them? did they like...
it's fucking christmas eve and i'm in tears
you know the after effect of any physical injury for example when you break a finger..the morning after is always the worst the bruises, and swelling start to show up etc etc. yeah that’s what happened this morning except my injury is mentally and emotionally. i can feel the after effect, it’s setting in. betrayal is quite the bitch.
jose cuervo
Tonight I received the worst news I’ve heard in all my life…so i drank some tequila and went to bed..just woke up and fuck my predicament is still here
i really don't know
it’s times like this, when shit is fucking rough.. where i miss the old people in my life. maybe i should amend my “one strike you’re out” method…maybe not
that unfamiliar feeling that scares the shit out...
Where were you, when I needed you
I feel like the “new” people that enter my life, enter at the wrong time - continuous bad timing. And then of course..those who are already apart of my life disappear in some shape or form whether its physically, mentally, emotionally whatever when I need them the most. AWESOME!
December is kicking my ass
[11:52:07 PM] JULianna: you still like himmmmmmm !!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????? [11:52:42 PM] CA: I love him. [11:52:44 PM] CA: Lol [11:52:56 PM] JULianna: WHAT WHYYYYYYY [11:53:03 PM] JULianna: rule #1 never fall in love bitter bitch or!?????????
God I love Jay Leno
i feel like i've been slapped in the face
and i want to punch that bitch back. why are people so terrible to me!?
Until he says "I love you", you're a free agent.
Famous words from Samantha from sex in the city. i remember when i never had my heart broken ever! trust came easy…and then i got my heart broken twice in a row. From there I decided to hate every guy in the world..pretend not to which lead to a zillion broken heart. my plan was break theirs mend mine…didn’t work. So, I decided to give up..and of course when you give up a...
New Jersey boys are crazy...
Yeah Yeah Yeahs were my artist of the week last...
catchy tunes i tell ya! anyway..I need a new artist of the week and by artist of the week I don’t mean my fave artist..it’s an experimental thing. any suggestions!?
you know what's awkward.....
this morning at like 4:30-5ish Am I woke up from a mysterious pass out due to excessive amounts of alcohol from saturdays ufc party gathering festivities..my last memory was being on the couch with my friend I’m pretty sure the other guests had left and it was just us watching tv with her brother…when i awoke i was all wrapped up in a blanket with a pillow and everything on the...
“To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are”
selflessness
I stopped and looked at him and thought of the possibilities, if he were to let me in. withtin me was only his best interest. well aware that although he might not be the best for me, I would be the best for him.
first snowfall and i'm sick of winter already...f...
can't have it all
in reverse of the usual. i’m not given too little, but too much. don’t you hate bad timing? faaack
I have 25 days to think of a new years...
but really…does anyone ever follow up on theirs
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You find yourself on the opposite end maybe even both ends..it’s like the tables turned but only half way!? On one hand, it’s not so bad because you know exactly how they’re feeling. On the other hand it’s bad because you..well… know exactly how they’re feeling. You know emotionally..physically they’re not all there, and neither are you. When you’re kissing them for you it’s not the same as him....
“Being strong doesnt make you great.
The right use of strength makes you great”
i could deffinitely go for a Ultimate Chocolate...